...this will most likely not interest you.
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Not quite sure what’s wrong with me. I know I am smart and capable and great at what I do. For some reason though, there are certain people that I freeze around - out comes my old friend mr. paralyzing self doubt. Unfortunately, my boss is one of these people, mostly because he is very smart and motivated and has such INCREDIBLY high hopes and expectations for me and what I can do. I think I was fine until he revealed this, and until he started to give me compliments on my work. Now I feel terrified that I will disappoint.
AND I really want to work on music and get all this stress out, but there is a hip hop artist and the slew of people he decided to bring with him using my living room studio.